Go with the flow

That last post was stupid, I don't know why am I even consider putting that. Like I can't even look at his face now without being so defensive towards myself. Fcuk him.

Anyway, I am feeling lousy today. Sis came back, I know you might think that's great right? well not actually. Mum suggested us going to the zoo and I suggested to visit the animals at SPCA, but I'm cool with the zoo. It's been a while I've been there. Wait, I have never been there. Out of topic, so I ask my sis about it and before I could finish my sentence she just said that she was tired and wanted to sleep till noon tomorrow. Great. Just great.

And ask my friends whether it'll be cool if we hang out next week. You know, just to hang around the beach and eat Long John Silver or just eat Ben and Jerry and talk. But I guess they are more willing to go around town aka malls. I'm not being critical here but sometimes I want things to go my way at times without failing it. Like for example planning things without feeling that it won't come true. It's sad. And everytime I wanna hangout my way, things always go weird. But whatever, there must be a reason behind all of this. I hope.