ugh, I know justin says that dreams come true, I know many people says that. BUT GUESS WHAT? not me. I will never have my dreams come true never. why? cos life hates me. fate hates me. its just unfair. My heart is tearing apart and my tears can't stop rolling down. I don't want to think positive anymore. You know why? because everytime I try to be a good person, a good child, a good friend, a good human... life knocks me down. I am going to slash my wrist. Whateever if its bad, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I DON'T.

I know I have not been posting for a while now, so I'm just gonna blabber in this blog. So... went to little India yesterday ;) With Divya, and since it was deepavali eve's the place was PACK. Not as bad though, at least i can still walk and not being push (well, most of the times at least). Divya bought for me Ladu which is a candy. Walk around to get a few of Divya's stuff and then we went to have lunch, I had Briyani. It was splendid. End up not finishing it cos it was a HUGE serving. Then we went to get a few more stuff and then Divya went to do her henna. It was very tempting for me. I wanted to do it but I'm afraid that its against the policy for my job. And yes I have A FREAKING JOB :D

*happydance*

Just received an email about the schedules and everything. Working only 3 days for next week. It's ok. (: Tomorrow its the job training. Mum is sending me to the place, its a very "scary" location for a office. meh. Wish me luck.

BTW... had an amazing outing with Ifa last wednesday. More pics at fb. (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1305117461)

Get well soon Demetria Devonne Lovato.

You are so beautiful and I hope you know that.

"cos everyone's perfect in unusual ways"

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